Thursday, July 13

A DEVASTATING NIGHT..

bahh.. how sad can this night be? i had never thot of anything like tht.. i jus cant believe it.. i was betrayed!!.. FUCK! by who? by a bloody ass close fren..

the thing is.. im helpin this fren so much all this time.. i always hoped that he wld turn out fine wif my help.. i treated him so well.. so well.. tht i always gif the best i cld.. my frens jus suddenly asked me to stp doin too much.. they said its enuff.. tht ur not worth it.. bt wht do i noe? i onli knew that i shld do da best i can.. nth is enuff.. bahh.. den they cld'nt took it anymore n told me da truth..

oh come'on.. so the truth is out.. i mean.. i was all this while being hidden in da dark.. everythin was a fake to me! wht is this man.. i can believe such bloody stuff wld happen btw this guy n me.. i mean we're like so dam clse n he betrayed me!! i've been helpin him so much.. givin him aid when he needs.. and wht do i get? a chunk of lies!!

FUCK DUDE!! AND I CANT BELIEVE THE NEX BIG THING HAPPENED!

to my fren: fcuk man.. ur such a lucky boy.. despite ur betrayal.. i cld'nt make myself to gif up helpin.. its too wasted.. i din want to.. i cant bear to c things go wrong.. so dude.. u've got 1 more chance.. i din noe y i forgiven u so easily.. u shld be thankful.. when i told sum1 abt da situation.. they said i was too nice to u.. so u noe wht? u betta be appreciative to haf a fren wif such big heart..

so if ur out there readin this.. which u will not.. this is all i haf to say.. so if u read it.. u'll find out wht happened on this fateful night.. hope i think thru abt wht u did..
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